I Want To

I want to write about how you make me feel

How every time I see your face I know that you’re real

I can’t describe the feeling you always raise in me

I can’t describe this wash of happiness that you seem to bring

But I want to write about it, I want to write about you

I want to write about that day we shared

How every time you would laugh it would linger in the air

I can’t describe the loving look in your eyes

I can’t describe the reason why you won’t say, “Goodbye”.

But I want to write about it, I want to write about you

I want to write about all our memories, all our stories, and adventures

How we conquered them together

But I can’t describe the paths we took

I can’t describe the sense of security I felt in that one look

But I want to; I want to write about you

I want to write about us

How everything felt was true love not lust

But I can’t describe anything without you

I can’t describe all our hopes and dreams

How everything that was so perfect left in a fleet of screams

I want to write

But I can’t explain how our plans got so disarrayed

How god just had to take you away

I can’t describe this sudden feeling I have to be by your side

How even through death I have to hide all that I feel inside

I want to write, but I forget how to describe what is meant

I want to write about you but I can’t

I can’t describe the feeling of lost, the feeling of what it all cost

Or of the silent screams, the lovely dreams with just you and me

But I want to-